I'm not sure what I feel about this type of people.
Sometimes I pity those who have a lot of ambitions, urge and activity, but no talent means to actually achieve something. Don't get me wrong, I do think every person is talented one way or another, has skills and so on. My head is big, but not that big. But, truth be told, I can tell if one's good or bad writer, painter, 3D artist, etc., I can see if one can achieve something or not. Many would say it makes me a bad person, well, shit, perhaps it does, but not in my point of view.
But let's return to our muttons!A-a-and I can see people like this. I meet them. Ones with few talent in some area but greatly ambitious about this certain area as well. Like, you can't write a good verse for the love of your life, but you go meet great poets, join all poetic evenings, write to every [whether big or crappy] newspaper and magazine to get published, tell and dream how you become famous... but you can't, you never will, it is not your thing, and even if you could learn you don't want to.
I don't know... I pity these people for their incapability to learn or understand they're wasting their time? Or am I astonished by their will and desires? Or am I envy* for their ambitions? Ones I never had in my life? [I do lack ambitions, by the way] Or maybe I just what to... help? - since I'm not sure whether I am characterized as a good or a bad person; I, myself, think of me as a great egoist... be it as it may, I'd love to point out one's mistakes if I see those, and give some advice or a helping hand, if I can. Many would decline help out of pride (which is good from a poetic point of view, but stupid from practical point of view).
Anyhow, I have mixed feelings, and it troubles me. Being among people who have emotional problems, with overall lack of them, and almost complete control of the rest, I get extremely confused in situations like this. I feel myself like a child who never realized something plain and simple...
Mixed feelings are very confusing to me.
Anyhow, thing I never actually wrote here, since thought it was obvious if I write anything to the blog would be: what is your point of view on such people as I described above? What should in your opinion one feel or do about them? If one should feel or do anything, of course.
* that's a figure of speech or whatsoever; I just wish to remind that envy is not among of emotions I can experience, but I think I understand it.